am i not well?

Im just home for the engagement party of Evans' Da Jie.. She looks so wonderful like a princess. I love her dresses so much. =)

well, the pic above is taken at the ladies restroom. im trying my phone camera. The result is not as expected. It stated 3.2 MP on the camera but the pic doesnt looked like captured by that big MP camera. my 2 MP camera can do even better than that and i am dissapointed!

Ohya, Elwin is back to Medan this morning. We fetch him from airport and have breakfast at Gandhi, Bihun Bebek. The plane arrived at 8 so i woke up at 7. i hate this morning wake up. It makes me sick. I slept at 2 yesterday coz i am finishing an assignment about Mr. Susilo Bambang Yudhoyono. This assignment is extremely important for me and the due date is on this Wednesday. Hope that i can finish it soon..

Aaahhh... Im feeling so dizzy and cold. i think I have to close my eyes for a nice sleep now. Hope i am well tomorrow morning... =)


Ps. I am not a good decision maker but sure i am a good trouble maker...



tears..

Morning will always come with or without my sleep. I can hardly close my eyes. A friend of mine is visiting me. her name is SAD. She will always be with me until my other friend come. My other friend's name is SMILE. In Bahasa, she is call SENYUM and is defined as "sebuah garis legkung yg meluruskan semua masalah.." I wish that when i open up my eyes tomorrow, the one who come to me is SMILE..

Ps. August and October, please come to me extremely soon...

so many dumplings to eat,,,

im confused... People always say, when you have problem, please face and solve it! Never try to hide from it. I think i am having one and i am not that brave to face it. For most of female in the world, tears can solve some of the problem. I used it just now but i dont think the problem is solved..
Well, i have no mood for blogging actually but i need to talk.. Hhhmmmpppphh.. Nite nite nite... Hoping that tomorrow will be nice..

allergy to egg?

yesterday i had an boiled egg as my breakfast. In the noon i had the half done egg as my lunch. And at night i had srikaya with bread as my dinner. A day with too many eggs made me suddenly got this itchy body. My hands, stomatch and back are itchy. Then there is a smalllll blain on my right hand. I also got a pimple for my nose but i think it is a blain too. According to Mr. Darwin Tanoto, it means that my body's immune system is working. Nothing to worry and stop eating eggs, please...

Ps. Im not ur lil sister anymore. I've grown up bro. Please believe me..

happy 3rd anniversary..

Behind the Scene of 3 Years for Being a Single

my 1st year: for me, being single really uncomfortable and s**ks. i have to do lots of things by myself and no more phone call or a SMS before i sleep..

my 2nd year: i miss the time when i always have someone to hear me everytime i need. and also i miss the busy time during Valentine's Day..

my 3rd year: i am adapted to do everything by myself. im getting more mature than before. i learnt thousands of new things in the latest 3 years. i never regret for what i've done coz for me everything happened is the best...

my 4th year: i dont wish it come to me again but sure i am afraid to lose this day. i am afraid to be in a relationship with someone else. i dont really understand why i must be afraid. all i now is, i dont want to make anybody dissapointed...

i have through these days with my great friends, FYH Family and with my dear family. thank you for your love. i am happy and lucky to have all of you with me... =)

monopoly freak

this afternoon my Mom, Aunty and brother leave Medan for Jakarta. they have something to finish there. i wish i can go with them but no no no... i have to go to both my lovely office and campus. so i just stay at Medan and wait for them. btw, i really want them to come home soon.. i will tell you later what makes me so excited.. =)

and this is what i do to spend my Sunday night. my sister invites her friends to have dinner at ours. my papa bought BeBek CaBe Ijo from Bukittinggi. he also made us the yummy Ayam Cabe Ijo... they tasted so hot and delicious. a little secret bout my papa, he is good in cooking. then after dinner, all of us concentrate on playing MONOPOLY. well, suddenly we become monopoly freaks..

hey! This is Saturday...

morning everybody... Are you feeling well or at least better than yesterday? Hope nothing's gone worse. Cheers cheers cheers...
Well, im so excited today.. I am a step closer to what i want.. I'll get it this afternoon after work.. =))

untitled..

wew... Today is so fine.. Finally i got it!!! The thin whitey 71 is in my hand right now and sure Im so excited.. actually im planning to buy it this coming August as my birthday present but i can wait no longer. Little secret bout me, I always buy myself a birthday present on my birthday. Sounds wierdo? Yeaps, and the only reason why i do so is I LOVE MYSELF too much..
My mom is going to Jakarta with my aunty tomorrow for a few days. They have a very very important "assignment" to finish there.. Sure she will be back and bring me something from someone there (clue: that something is listed in "whats on my mind"...)

is life that complicated?

a newly added photo of yesterday photo shoot...actually i am not in the mood for blogging. but, if my blog can cheers somebody, sure i will.. =)

tonight actually i am playing MONOPOLI with my sis and friends. but something make our mood for playing gone. yup, totally gone in a second! i always say "every single little thing may happen in a second.." and today it happens. its a nightmare for us. but well, its not the time to find out who is wrong and who is right... all needed is a solution. every decision made is the best and please say no to regret...

for Mr. FW, two thumbs up for u bro... you are so great and what ever is ur decision, im here to support u.. =)

today is 22, 3 more days to go for that day... im so excited and penasaran tingkat tinggi....

happy holiday

Morning:

Stay at bed until 10.30 and wake up to watch infotainment but there is no new hot gossip from our beloved celebrities...

Afternoon:

14.00 - Sushi time at Zhuma - Cambridge with Tacie, 2cie, Siswi Leo, Suyanti, Susanna, Monica, Joni and Apau *a click on each name will bring you to their FB account* The sushi is not as expected. still, Sushi Tei is the best Japanese rest in town... =)

16.00 - Brastagi - Cambridge for shampoo, conditioner, hand soap, sugar and etc...

17.00 - Clover to have some yummy sandwich and roti tawar...

17.30 - Piazza Residence - Gaperta for some photo shoot at almost every corner of the residence... =)

Night:

19.30 - Medan Fair Plaza to take my 2cie's camera which is just being repaired. her camera was broken. dunno what's wrong but it vibrates every time the power button is pressed...

20.00 - Mc. D - Merdeka Walk but i just have a glass of Blue Icy Float. im full of the sandwich from Clover..

21.00 - reach home and take a rest..

After 21.00 - Sudoku, SMS, phone call, blogging, FB-ing with today's buddies. they are so fun though i don't really understand what they are talking about...

these are today's pics captured by Ms. Siswi Leo

more pics will be uploaded soon... the photographer is busy editting it.. =)

i hate KE EK....

im late for my class today so i skipped it! i arrived home (from my office) at 19.00 sharp and my class starts at that time.  that's all because of the super heavy rain and super heavy traffic jam. i also get caught in the rain coz there is no umbrella in the car plus i  quarrel with my mom for a very tiny problem. at the time i was not in the mood of doing things. so i just stay in my room and  call my little kid at Jakarta...

a few minutes ago before i post, i was forced by my mom and sis. they askes me to drink a glass of KE EK. it looks so disgusting but i have to finish it. it is made from chicken's bone. when i was small, i've ever seen my mom chopped the bone and sure its so so so so so so so disgusting. i also dunno how it can make women become healthier...

ohya, i have Fillet o' Fish as my dinner. i am craving for it since yesterday. mmm... nyummy... above is 1 of the Mc.D ads in Medan. i took this picture at the traffic light with my phone camera. i looks so blur but the 14045 still so clear right? =)

Medan also uses 14045...

im lost about love

I've just finished watching Lost in Love. Not a new movie actually. Yes, i bought it almost 6 months ago n i just watch it today. Haha.. I always dont have much time for watching but today i have lots.. I skipped my class today. I almost never skipped my class. Sure, Im kinda good student. Hahahaha.. But its raining + lighting and traffic jam almost in the whole Medan. Im lazy to drive and for sure it will be difficult to find a nice parking spot. So i just stay at home and watch Lost in Love. Its the sequel of Eiffel, Im in Löve and still, Tita is so childish and she keep repeating "Adit ngak ngerti Tita.." well, GIRLS = COMPLICATED = PROBLEMS...
I texted Yelvi, my seat-mate and tell her i dont attend class today. And she replied "yakin?? Padahal w mo bawain bolu.." aiyoh... I lost my bolu then.. But, luckily i didnt go. I suddenly got headache. I hv no idea what is happening. I also got this headache yesterday. Huh.. I have had a Panadol and hope im well soon. Actually im planning to finish my portfolio. The due date is this Sunday. But this headache force me to stay nicely in my bed and start to drop something here....

The second movie for today.. CHIKA, it means 1000 flowers in Japan. Its more recommended than Lost in Love and I found out i love 4 thing from this movie...
1. ES KRIM GORENG
I often saw it in cafe's menu but i never think to have one. Next time if i see it again, sure i will have one. I ppromise! =3
2. CHIKA'S LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS
Her long sleeve shirts looks double-very comfortable to wear and sure i want some and of course it must be PURPLE in color! =3
3. CHIKA'S NEW HOME
The sistem penataan ruang is unique and i love the idea.
4. IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH NEIGHBOUR
Have u ever think to have a relationship with ur neighbour or ur boy/girlfriend suddenly become ur neighbour? I absolutely often think bout it. Haha.. Boys will never say "sorry td macet dijalan..." and girls will never say "sorry w telat. Td didpn rumah ada kecelakaan.. W liatin mereka mpe lupa siap-siap.." and the last but not least, say no to TAGIHAN TELEPON YG BENGKAK.. Just open ur door or windows and shout "Woi...!!! Pacar... Keluar bentar... Mo curhat......!!!"

i dont hate Monday and i dont like Monday

I sometimes hate myself for being that moody. This morning I woke up bit late and i have my bad-hair-day. Those 2 little things made me got the "muka kusut" the whole day in office. Huh.. I wish to meet someone who can "simsalabin" me into a not moody girl..
i miss my little kid...

Bukan Cinta Biasa

another Indonesian movie that i watched with Adi and Seboi @ Binjai Supermall

i change my blog layout coz im bored with the old one. a more feminime-looked-blog now. =) nothing to post today. i have to submit a 10-pages-assignment tommorow and i havent started yet. nite...

ps. i hate waiting and you made me wait for your reply this whole nite....

apalah arti sebuah nama?

For me, the way people call me do mean a lot... Especially my Chinese name.. Its only allowed to be used by my family.. I never like others say my Chinese name. But there was a time when i really love the way he called my name. Idk where he (says Mr. T) is now. Im forbidden to be with him actually. Im trying to stop thinking bout him. But now,  i realized that someone is reminding me about him...

Ps. The score is now 1-3... I win!! =)

say no to Malam Minggu Kelabooooo....

im just home from Sushi-ing with Adi n Seboi. a very cheap dinner sponsored by Citibank.. =) then we walk around Sun Plaza. seems that its so long since the last time we do that bo kang co thing. gossiping and laughing. hahaha. not only girls who love and good at gossip. boys also do!

days without blogging makes me feel like something uncomplete. i am busy with my new semester, i try to do my best and thx God this is my last semester. i really wanna finish it up coz i feel boring with memorizing and understanding words. so say no to Master Degree. i am also busy with Sudoku and a novel that my friend borrowed me last year.  i also watched a movie by Brad Pitt, Benjamin Button. who happened to face the unusual circumstances. its all about LOVE IS BLIND but people must be realistic. life is not just about love..

ps. my connection is well now... blogging mode: [ON]

what happened to medan?

lightning + raining + earthquake... Wew... I was in classroom when the uninvited earthquake come. Lesly, my classmate who sit behind me suddenly said "woi!gempa a..." becoz she suddenly feel dizzy. I didnt feel anything for the first 2 seconds coz im busy SMS-ing with Adi n Seboi. Then few seconds after that, my whole class tell the lecturer "earthquake sir.." but he was like "???" then i said "GEMPA!!" but he keeps on giving the dunno-what-lecture. He said "riset is very impoten to ei kampeni...eibot the riset bla3...." *he means, research is very important to a company.. About the research bla3...* then he realized that nobody is listening to him and he change the topic. Then he proudly said "ok.. Dont worry.. I was in Aceh when the Tsunami come and i am still ok.. Dont worry. Medan is a safety city not like Aceh, Yogya, Padang, bla3..." what a funny lecture. I am sure that my whole class doesnt understand what he said for 2 hours. The theory and the explanation he gave is totally not relevance...
On my way home, i keep praying. LOL. im afraid.. Its raining + a lot of lightning and i am alone. The lightning made me feel like supermodel in front of a camera. Hahaha.. Thx God i arrived home safely.. Hope that everybody is being blessed and hope that there is no more earthquake, at least for tonight...

i miss blogging....

I have no idea what is happening with the internet connection in my home. All I know is, every 5 minutes, my brother will ask me to switch off the radio and switch on the radio again. According to him, it will make the connection become better but actually it won’t. Ffuuuiihhh… Well, we decide to change the super-turtle-radio with SPEEDY by next month. Hope that Speedy is better than it. It’s really hard to kill the time without what is called INTERNET!

Well, long time since the last time I post. Hahaha. Not really long actually but I have lots of story to post if my connection doesn’t break down. How I spend the Labor Day with my colleages and whom I met that day. (Clue: she is still my friend though she has given me so much pain and nightmares…) How I spend my rainy Saturday night. How is my back-to-school-moments and who are my last-semester-lecturers. For me, they are just so excellent in giving lectures but do they do the same thing as they told us to? And the most interesting to post is, tonight I have my dinner with my seat-mate, Yelvi Daun. I suddenly craving for Mc. D so we have our dinner there and this is the very first time in my life that I myself can finish 2pcs of super-fat Chickens, a small French Fries and a glass of Coke. Uuuhhh… I sleep with super full tummy tonight…..

Happy belated Labor Day....

i was tagged

What is your current obsession?

Earn lots of money. Im still very young and I must motivate myself to earn money money and money

What is your weirdest obsession?

Be a supermodel for facial foam

What are you wearing today?

Office: Orange uniform
Office Gathering Party: Baju Goni garis-garis + Skinny Jeans + High Heel

What’s for dinner today?

A dinner with my colleagues at Sawasdee

Why is today special?

I arrived home at 23.30, driving alone and my mom doesn’t get angry.. =)

What would you like to learn to do?

Learn to cook, learn to knit, learn to be patient, learn to be more confidence, learn to earn lots of money and learn to begin a happily-ever-after-relationship

What’s the last thing you bought?

I forgot the last thing I bought. But the last person I gave money to is the tukang parkir

What are you listening to right now?

My mom and dad are watching NIANG JIA and I am listening to it

What is your favorite weather?

Cloudy

What is your most challenging goal right now?

High score for my last semester

What do you think about the person who tagged you?

Evans: multi talented and smart
Yoman: tinggi banget……

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?

My heaven on earth, BALI, and it will be more perfect if I am the one who design it =)

What would you like to have in your hands right now?

Nokia E71 white in color

What would you like to get rid of?

Pimples

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?

BALI with FYH Family

Which language do you want to learn?

Japanese

What do you look for in a friend?

Faith and fun

Who do you want to meet in person?

My future husband

What’s your favorite type of music?

Depends on my mood

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?

Tshirt + Skinny jeans

What is your dream job?

Designer

Any favorite models?

Nobody

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?

Buy Nokia E71 and go to Bali with FYH Family + a professional photographer so we dont need to take any camera

Favorite designer?

My teacher, Mr. TJ

Do you admire anyone’s style?

Yup

Describe your personal style

Im stand for T-shirt + skinny jeans / short pants + flat shoes

ps. hope you find your keys soon...