been super duper busy from the beginning of March till today and i almost leave everything behind me. i am fatigue. i want a 10-hours sleep right now. yeahhhh...
i fill my day with a very full schedule. wake up at 7 in the morning *owkhay... sometime 7.30* then sitting at my desk from 8 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon. sometimes i skip my breakfast and always have late lunch. then i go home and continue finishing my thesis till 2am *of course after having my dinner*. sometime i still need to go to library to find some theory for my calculation. yeah, i proudly say i finally reach calculation part for my thesis! hahahahahaha...
thats why i neglect my blog and facebook for a while. honestly im feeling so so so tired but beside that im happy. i enjoy my super duper busy days very much... =)
Friday, March 19, 2010
i leave...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Happy Cap Go Me
i sold my Whitey E71. a bit regret to buy E71 but never mind. i got new mobile phone for me. no, it is not Blackberry and i dont think i will buy one though almost everyone in Indonesia is using it.
my besties have gone back to Singapore and Melbourne so will see them again some months later.
my advisor texted me and said that this coming 13th is the last day to register for the graduation convence and i haven't finished my thesis chapter 4&5 + the revision for previous chapters.
and the best thing happens this month is i got 50% incremental salary for this month! thanks to my boss.
here are some pics for this month..




Thursday, February 25, 2010
25 things bout me
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
1. I love beach so much
2. I wish i can live in Bali for more than 1 month
3. I hate Barong and clown
4. I have ever dream to have a 10-years-relationship before i get married when im still in High School
5. I have so many dreams and ambitions in my life i have achieve none of them
6. I have ever been kiss by a duck when im still in Kindergarten and i cried all day long
7. I have 7 bestfriends
8. I wash and blow dry my hair everyday
9. I am born with no self confidence
10. I have been working in the same company for the same position for three and half years
11. I often cry for no reason
12. I spend almost all of my saving for travelling
13. I share my room with my sisters
14. I am lazy to wake up early in the morning especially in holidays morning
15. I hate farewell
16. I dont like Valentine's Day anymore
17. I have great parents, lovely sisters and brothers
18. I love my dad and mom's cuisine
19. I prefer to own a home with a large garden rather than an apartment in the middle of the sky though it has a very cool facilities
20. I am afraid to use an elevator coz i have ever been trapped in it for about 2 minutes when i was small
21. I have never live a day without texting anybody since i own a mobile phone
22. I have a twitter account but i have ever signed in once
23. I always love both August and December
24. I have no more idea what to write
25. I like this number since it is the last one... =)
Tag: Nobody
Monday, February 22, 2010
2 years ago...
a great trip with my sister that i will never forget...
smile, laugh, eat, beach, sunset, sand, water, shopping, ice cream...
it is exactly 2 years ago...
a day that change my mind...
a day that make me have a great dream for the future...
22 February 2008
=)






Monday, February 15, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
it is predicted
It was predicted. I will not have all of the above today. Seems like im cursed to have a bitter vday for the rest of my life.
I only have two sweet vdays which are 7years ago and exactly last year.
7years ago is the day when i believe that i've found my half circle. The one who will be by my side every second for the rest of my life. The one who i only can describe with 4letters: L O V E...
I really enjoy my time with him. We never quarrel in the 1st year of relationship. & as the time goes by, egoism dominate our relationship. & i realised that 95% is my fault. im too young to be wise enough that time. and i know it is the reason i am dumped 3years after that.
6years ago, it was my 1st anniversary with him. yes we have a candle lite dinner and we were quarreling at that time for a fool reason: he is late!
5years ago, it was our 2nd anniversary. he made a little surprise for me at his home and again we were quarreling for a more silly reason: im not in the mood, he is late and im hungry!
4years ago, it was our 3rd and last anniversary. no more surprise, no more candle lite dinner and yeah no more quarreling, we spent my vday with my family in a Japanese restaurant. i almost cry and yes, im too young that time. for me, vday must be spent only with our boyfriend.
3years ago, no more boyfriend.
2years ago, no more anniversary.
last year, i have pajamas party with my besties and guess what, i got a rose.
today, it is almost the same with 5years and 4years ago. the only different is, i got so many red pockets on vday. i have a fake smile all day long and i prefer to spend more time in my room. Thats why i always hate vday as i hate myself to be so egoooooooo...
Ps. Happy CNY & Vday..
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
From Paris with Love
i help my auntie to bake some chocolate almond cookies before i hangout with my besties. n i found out that baking is fun. i love the smell of butter when it is mixed with yolk and sugar. the smell of cocoa fills the kitchen when the cookies are being baked in the oven. i wish i can bake like what Evans can do very well thought i never taste it but i know she is really good in it.
n today we have fun times again. we watch From Paris with Love. i thought it is a romantic film but im totally mistake. it is an action film.





& Valentine is closer and closer. a week to go and im not excited at all.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
it is done wrongly
i cleaned up my tartar for the very first time in my life this morning and its so painful. i never want to clean it but my gums keep bleeding everytime i brush my teeth. =(
then after work i went to curl my eyelashes and dye my hair. but it is done wrongly. i want it in a very very dark color, dark blue or dark green but then the hair stylist give me the purple..wewww...i dont want ittt!! =(
btw, have u ever wish to own a very fat bank account? yeapp...i want it very badly right now. i wish i can continue my study somewhere else and hopefully its not in Medan. i always want to study abroad. then i will invest some of my money into something that can earn me more money . i also want to start up a business. i want to turn my hobby into money. im getting bored with what im doing everyday from 8.30 to 6..
ps. i want a super flat tummy, please...








