may I?

You always tell you are craving to gain this and that...
But i never see your effort...
No, i am not yours and you are not mine...
Though you always make me smile..
May i feel disappointed with you?

I hate to say this...
But you made me disappointed!
Wish you luck...
I wanna see how well you can do the very-last-minute-things...
I dunno whether you realize or not...
Once you are planning to fail, you are planning to leave me as well..