he is 1 month + 2 days

to do list

A late wake up
Browsing
Blogging
Drafting my living room
Brunch @my aunty's coz my home is under construction and no good meal is provided inside
Having fun @ Binjai with guys
Dinner @ Bangkatan, gonna have the Ifu Mie Siram Binjai and Es Jelly
Go home earlier unless my mom will get angry. Recently im home after 10. Wew..
Finishing the 2D of my future living room
Late sleep coz tomorrow still a holiday..

Ps. Enjoy ur holiday n perhaps a smile can make things better.. =)

envy

Condolences for the victims of the terrorists in both superwow hotels, JW Marriott and Ritz Carlton. What is going on? Those envy peoples feel unsatisfied with the result of election. They come out to ruin this country and harm our Mr. President. But the victims are the innocent peoples who did nothing to them. God, please bless my country...

buried

I am not going anywhere..
I just need to go deeper into my deepest loneliness..
I need to be alone..
Just for me, nobody is invited to join me!
I will be back soon when i am ok..

7years ago...
14th July 2002 14.00, my phone rang..
It was the first time he sent me an SMS.. 
He is the one who teach me so many things..
Love, joy, happiness, sadness, honesty, loyalty, and broken heart..
He colored my life..
Red, blue, green, yellow, pink, white and black..
I ever regret and hope that he never sent me an SMS 7 years ago..
But then i realized that nothing to regret..
He has ever gave me so much love and joy..
Thanks for your everything..
Im sorry that i always hurt you..
I hope you are happy with her, now..
Night..

Xoxo,
=)

dilemma or dilemma

Cry or laugh...
Black or white...
Past or future...
Take or let go...
Come or go...
Stop or play...
Go or stay...
Me or her...
You or him...
Yes or no...
Love or hate..
Dilemma or dilemma...
Confused is the middle name of dilemma...
Choosing is the hardest thing to do...
Having both with us is the most interesting choice...
But the most interesting is not always the best...
And the best is not always the most interesting...
Just go to our deepest heart, where the answer is there...
A desicion has to be made without any regret...
Wish you luck.. =)

saturday night comes again

yuhu.. Here comes again Saturday night.. Time flies so fast huh.. And it means im getting older older and older.. Ohnoh! T.T


The MILK TEA JELLY made by me me me.. =3

and this the one who call me "Hong Xiu Ie Ie" we are in the same age. Mmm.. No no no.. He is 5months older than me.

C o o k is c o o l

My eyes are half-closed. I woke up very early this morning and i am tired. I made Milk Tea Jelly. It tasted a little bit too bitter coz i put too much tea into it. And this morning i made MacarOni Omelete. I add up too much salt and cheese. Owkhay.. Never mind. This is my first time and i will keep practising. Practice makes perfect rite? =)
I am finishing my study very very soon. This mid-August i will have my very last final test. Then on September i will begin writing thesis and every night i wont have to attend class anymore. Im freeeee.. =) so i am thinking to have a Mandarin class. I am looking for a semi-formal mandarin course that have nite classes. Twice a week is enough i think. Anybody can help me to find out one? Please contact me..

10 thing i hate bout today

01. Influenza
02. Allergy to dunnowhat that make my skin itchy and "bintik-bintik"
03. Having a not-delicious-lunch
04. BRI's ATM machines in Medan broken down since 3days ago and nobody is repairing it
05. A super duper heavy rain in the whole town that cause banjir-sebetis + trees, houses' roof and billboard pole fall down
06. Heavy traffic jam because of #5 and some motobike suddenly stop in the middle of the flood because the water get into the engine
07. Blackout and we have no more candle
08. Starving and have a dark-dinner
09. IM3's superslow internet and XL's superexpensive internet cost
10. My mom always offense what i did. Im not a little-innocent-girl anymore. Im 20th and goig to be 21st by next month!.

Gotta sleep earlier.. Have to wake up earlier tomorrow, go to buy "something" and vote for my fave president. Well,whoever win the election hope he/she is the right person that can bring Indonesia to become a better country..

Ps. check out the next post to find out what is the "something" =)

Sun day

Wew.. Im quite bored today. Stay at bed till 12 coz I went home late yesterday. Having a SUPER-FUN saturday night. Karaoke-ing, eat-ing, chit chat-ing, and pool-ing with them.. =)
They arrived Medan at 3rd and will leave tomorrow evening. No much things can be done in Medan unless eat, eat and eat. And one of them really in love in DURIAN. Yeay, Medan is really the heaven of durian right?
They go to Brastagi today with their uncle. So i just stay at home and watch Bride Wars. I suddenly miss my girls so muuuaach... =.=

Ps. They are my friends from J-town.. =)

ohmygod!

Ohmygod!!!!! What the hell is going on? Today i drive to campus and when i am on the way home, i see something "berbulu-bulu" on glass wiper. I dont know what is that but sure its so so so gggggeeeeellllliiii... I rush home very quickly and i ask papa to see what is that. Then he said that it is a dead mouse. Ohgosh! He said it must be "someone" that put the dead mouse on my car. Because it is impossible the mouse can climb to the glass wiper and it got a heart attack and die. Huh... My head is full with that DEAD MOUSE! Ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod!! Please go away... Its really so so so gelllllliiiiiiiiiii... Ueeeekkssss... A dead mouse is on my car n i drive it home!